Wednesday, April 21, 2010

A comeback?

I'm trying to get back to blogging and lately I could be writing novels. Wow--too much to say. More than anything else I want to write a letter to my dear friend Jill. We grew up together...middle school pimples and scrunched hair, bus stops and sleepovers. Then we went to high school together....sweet 16 birthday and a new car for Jill, boyfriends, clubs, the list goes on...

...and now it's gone. Of course the memories will be etched in my mind almost like parking spaces in a car lot. I have so many of them that are filled with Jill.

She was too young to die. We are all too young to die. Hell, we are only 37. I even thought I was 38 the other day until a friend reminded me we aren't there yet!

But Jill will remain 37 in my mind forever. On Sunday she died of heart failure as a result of the damage that Chemo can do to you. She was diagnosed with Leukemia (AML) in June of 2009 and went into remission over the holidays.

It came back.

She didn't make it this time.

It has been a shock. A shock to us all. So many of us are on facebook now and many of us are posting about the sadness and the loss. Jill leaves behind a loving husband and 2 small children. Carlie is 5 and Evan turned 2 in January.

It wasn't supposed to be like this.

We were supposed to see each other again at our 20 year reunion, take some pics of us together, and then talk about how we'd HAVE to get together again....sooner than later.

And now I'm headed to her Celebration of Life on Friday ....

I love you Jilly!

5 comments:

Preppy 101 said...

So sorry about your friend. It is so not fair. I'm glad you are blessed with so many wonderful memories. xoxo

Susan D. said...

Thinking about you, Q. and for Jill's family. I'm glad that you are able to go ... it will mean so much to you and to Jill. xo

Scarlet O'Kara said...

Please accept my deepest sympathies on the sudden passing of your friend. My prayers are with your friend's husband and two small children...

Lipstick said...

I am so very sorry to hear about your friend. My heart aches for her little children and for her husband as well.

It is good to see you back in blog-land. I thought you must have had like five thousand shows Tivo'd and were never coming back. Hugs!

sanjeet said...

I'm glad that you are able to go ... it will mean so much to you and to
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